죽어있는 것 (Dead At Heart) - SUJU

11. 죽어있는 것 (Dead At Heart)

==========KOREAN==========

정말 뭐한 건가요 길었던 한 해 동안
그댈 보내고 나니 어제까지의 나는 마치 죽어있던 것과 같네요

그렇게 길었던 시간 속엔 떠나간 당신밖에 없네요
그대 밖엔 아무런 생각하지 않은 채 이렇게 한 해가 지나가네요

*그댈 찾아갔던 어느 비 내리던 날의 기억 함께 걸어갔던 우릴 비춰주던 맑은 햇살
그 어느 하나도 나를 떠나지 않고 나의 머릿속에서 나를 죽어있게 해

친구들은 모두 어른이 되고 난 아직 철없는 아이처럼
그대밖에 아무런 생각하지 않은 채 마치 죽어 있던 것과 같네요

*그댈 찾아갔던 어느 비 내리던 날의 기억 함께 걸어갔던 우릴 비춰주던 맑은 햇살
그 어느 하나도 나를 떠나지 않고 나의 머릿속에서 나를 죽어있게 해

헤어짐을 깨닫지 못하는 난 아직도 우리 미랠 상상하고
헤어진 지금도 내 맘은 언제나 그대의 곁에서 살아있는 것처럼 죽어있는 거예요

*너를 사랑했던 순간 내가 멈춰 버린 거야 함께 있을 때도 너를 기억할 순 없을 거야
그 어느 하나도 내가 아니었다고 그렇게 생각하면 아무것도 아닌 걸
너를 잊지 못하면 내가 죽어있는 것

==========ROMANIZATION==========

jungmal mwuh han gun gayo gilutdun han heh dong an
geudel bonehgo nani uhjehggaji eh naneun machi jooguh itdun gutgwa gatneyo

geuluhkeh giluhtdun shigan soken dduhnagan dangshin bakkeh ubneyo
geudeh bakken amoolun senggak haji anneun cheh iluhkeh han hehga jina ganeyo

geudel chaja gatdun uhneu bi nehlidun nal eh giuk hamggeh guluh gatdun ooril bichwuh joodun malgeun hessal
geu uhneu hanado naleul dduhnaji annko nuh eh muhli sokehsuh naleul jooguh itgeh heh

chingoo deuleun modoo uhleuni dwego nan ajik chulubneun a i churum
geudeh bakkeh amoolun senggak haji anneun cheh machi jooguh itdun gutgwa gatneyo

geudel chaja gatdun uhneu bi nehlidun nal eh giuk hamggeh guluh gatdun ooril bichwuh joodun malgeun hessal
geu uhneu hanado naleul dduhnaji annko nuh eh muhli sokehsuh naleul jooguh itgeh heh

heh uhjimeul ggehdatji mot haneun nan ajikdo oori milel sangsang hago
heh uhjin jigeumdo neh mameun unjena geudeh eh gyuttehsuh sala itneun gut churum jooguh itneun guh eyo

nuhleul sarang hetdun soon gan mumchwuh buhlin guhya
hamggeh isseul ddehdo nuhleul giukhal soon ubsseul guhya
geu uhneu hanado nega ani utdago geuluhkeh senggak hamyun amoo gutdo anin gul
nuleul itji mot hamyun nega jooguh itneun gut

==========TRANSLATION==========

literal translation of title: being dead..
really, what did you do during this love year
after letting you go, i felt like i was going to go crazy and die up until yesterday

in that long period of time, there’s only you who left me..
having no other thoughts but of you.. that’s how this year is passing by

the memories of that rainy day when i went to go find you
the clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked together
none of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly die

all of my friends have become adults.. but me.. still like an immature child
having no other thoughts but of you.. it’s just like being dead

the memories of that rainy day when i went to go find you
the clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked together
none of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly die

i can’t understand our breakup.. even now i imagine our future
even after our breakup, just like how my heart is always living by your side..
it’s as if it’s dead

i stop the moments that i loved you
even when we’re together, i won’t be able to remember you
if i just think that i wasn’t any of these.. then it’s nothing
if i can’t forget you.. it’s as if i’m dead

cr : Kha Cassiopeia 사랑 JaeJoong@facebook